Saturday, October 23, 2010

Day 05 ..../\/\/\/\/\/ A time you thought abut ending your life /\/\/\/\/\......

Im not going to lie I have thought  about ending my life a few times.  Ill tell you guys about the one time I came really close to taking my life.  It was my Sophomore year 2009 and my best friend needed surgery all the way in Texas cause that's were they had the required instruments to perform it.  He was supposed to be gone only 1 week and there was only 1 way to talk to him and that was through his mom but since he had surgery he was sleeping all day.  But his mom forgot her charger for her phone back at home so for the rest of the week we had no way to talk to her. at the time we had no idea that she forgot her charger for her phone so we thought the worst of the worst... my best friend had passed... I was really depressed for a week I felt I had no meaning in this world any more cause I didn't have the one person I can tell everything to... I was quiet for days and that is very unusual for me so every one knew something was wrong with me. but after a week his girl friend revived a call from my best friends mom saying that he's ok and that she had to get new phone charger cause she left it at home. once I heard this I was so happy that he was ok... there's my story...

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